2011年12月13日星期二

good bye Daddy!

After my last diary, I was back home for 4 months, was being around my parents for 4 months. Then, suddenly, my daddy was passed away...
Well, I cannot say it was unexpected, if someone was being ill for very longtime, like being paralytic for 20 years. But for someone we loved so much, we are never prepared for his leave…
I was not at home when he left, so I could not talk to him for the last time. That was my biggest regret. But mother said maybe that was his way to protect you from the fear of death. Because, it was a very bad image of your daddy, and a very helpless situation. I cannot know if that was his attention. But I do know that he was always worrying about me, and always wanted give me the best support he could give.
But I think he is in a better place now, after 20 years of illness, he deserves something great, happy time, and a wonderful place to be. So mammon and I prayed very longtime for him. And I believe that he will be in a great place soon.